"...Jus a Vacancy...Love don't Live HERE anymore!!!"

It's official. Just call me Aniston...

I've finally come to terms that things are dead between me and Leeloo...

Crashed before taking off...the relationship was doomed from the first broken date.

And now, in the midst of a stormy nor'easter promising torrential rains...

I find myself listening real hard to the Hip Hop Soul songs of a broken heart...

Aside from working this past weekend I've been making on a new 1gb Memory Card of music the last few days...

Ladies Night:
Mary J. Blige, Jill Scott, Erykah Badu, Faith, Mya, Blu Cantrell, Alicia Keys, Joss Stone, Nelly Furtado

All their popular songs from all their albums...hearing ballads of heartbreak and pain...

Mary singing "I'm goin Down", Badu singing "Next Lifetime", Blu Cantrell singing "Unhappy"

I thing the one song that has been standing out so far is Mya's "Taste This"

The song opens with a thunderstorm intro...(Very Fitting)

"Taste This"

*Intro* (Mya Sobbing)
I'm tired of this shit
I'm tired of these silly ass games
I can't even look at you no more
And I don't think you'll ever understand
Until you get a dose of your own
It's your turn now

*Song Begins*
Crazy how I never use to say a single word
I just held in all the hurt, all this hurt
And I was so afraid you might flip out
And leave me in the cold
Then my mind ran out of space
So many stories untold

How would you feel
If I put my girls before the one I love
How would it feel
If every time you wanna talk
I turn the TV on
How would you feel
If when we're making love
I don't go down no more
So you know how I feel
Get ready cause a 3-6-0's about to go down

Taste this
And let's see if you can handle it
Just one sip
You probably choke on your own medicine
Taste that
Once you swallow then I got you trapped

No more running
No more hiding
And if you try
I'm still gon find ya
And get you back
Get you back

Listenin' to my conversations
On the other phone
Got somebody followin' me
When I leave out our home
And I am so appalled
You take it there
When you're the one who messed up
It's like I'm sleepin' with the enemy

How would you like it
If your girlfriend started playin' F.B.I
And she was the one
You forgave when she messed up
And spread her thighs
Plays with his brain
Started foolin' with ya money
Your house
Your Bens
Your friends
Your work
Let's see how you like it
And take a little taste
Taste of your own dirt

Taste this
And let's see if you can handle it
Just one sip
You probably choke on your own medicine
Taste that
Once you swallow then I got you trapped

No more running
No more hiding (No)
And if ya try
I'm still gon find ya (Find ya)
And get you back (And get ya back)
Get you back (I'mma get you back)

I've got to find a remedy
I'm sleeping with the enemy (Yeah)
He doesn't know just what's in store
For they call me a silent storm
And soon he'll feel all my of pain
I'll come for sun after the rain (Oh)
Aint nothin' sweeter than revenge
To put this bullshit to an end
Let's see what happens when I come in late
Mmm mmm mmm mmm
Lets see what happens if I quit my job
Oh
Let's see how you feel when I don't call back
You can't take it

No more running
No more hiding
Cause my crazy ass
Will find you
And get you back
Get you back

Taste this
You not a man
If I gotta tell you how to treat me (Oh)
And I'm not a woman
If I don't stand up in what I believe in
Taste that
50/50's it's suppose to be
But less than 25 is what you gave me

No more running
No more hiding (Yep)
And if ya try
I'm still gon find ya (See, I'mma find you)
And get you back
Get you back

Oh
You hurt me so bad
Yeah
You hurt me
You hurt me so bad
Why'd you do it
I'm still gon get your ass
Now the next mans gonna pay
For all your games
Why, why, no
It's such a shame
No, no, no, no, no

Yeah, I'll be listening to this song on REPEAT for awhile...

Oh, well, when you put your public affairs out in the open, like a celebrity...they're bound to be Highlights and LOWlights...

I know next time, not to even mention anything till I know it's real...

Oh, well...Live and Learn.

(PS I finally yielded to those BASTARDS at google and switched over my blog, due to the fact that I couldn't so pics in a post anymore...BITCHES...I'm really in a bad mood, now...)

Comments

4 Comments:

  • At 5:55 AM, Blogger Summer said…

    I'm sorry Jet. I know heartache more than I'd like. Nothing is going to make it go away but time. Try not to listen to sad songs so much.

     
  • At 7:23 AM, Blogger kimmyk said…

    I don't think "saving" your relationship from the free world is a good thing or a bad thing. I think you should rejoice in the good things that happen to you. If that means sharing with me your good times, then share. I'm here for ya...good times/bad times. Does it matter..as long as I'm still here?

    Relationships can be crazy, painful, exciting, hard. Don't let this or her discourage you from looking for that someone special. I know you're thinking you had her once, and I know you're thinking no one can replace her (not Leeloo), but she's out there like I've always said. Keep you chin up...it'll be ok.

     
  • At 11:27 AM, Blogger ac said…

    So sorry it didn't work out with Leeloo. I know you had high hopes for that one.
    Like Kimmy said, focus on the good things...And like Summer said, don't listen to the sad songs too much.
    I don't really have an original pearl of wisdom to give you... but I'll be here reading and rooting for ya! Hugs! ac

     
  • At 8:46 PM, Blogger kimmyk said…

    Dont' know why I didn't think of this earlier...go read Spanishgoth's blog. You'll enjoy it...especially the past 3 posts.

    Goth Bond.

     

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