Wasting time with Jet

*sigh*

Alright. It's been a few days, now so I can bring myself up to write this...

First off, no VIX is not in New York, yet. I think that would be obvious to ya'll because if she was here under any circumstance, things would be cool.

So, what happened?

*sigh*

I REALLY don't wanna say...it's jus something out of a Julia Roberts lame-ass romantic comedy...

Friday afternoon, the day before the flight (Saturday, remember?) she was walking in the hotel lobby and she slipped on the floor and hit her head. (Why she's at a hotel if a VERY long and personal background story I cannot reveal.), she was taken to the hospital room and the doctors looked her over, said she was okay, but gave her some medication to keep her cool.

Saturday, the day of the flight she had a bad reaction to the treatment. Water was getting into her lungs and she could not breathe. She was in the hospital practically all day and night, unable to speak, and denied access to cell phone to even send a text. Naturally, she missed her flight which didn't matter because she never gave me the information in the first place.

While all this was happening with her, I was at JFK, got sidetracked, got lost, ended up in Far Rockaway beach for awhile, came back and was basically running around Terminal to Terminal, looking for incoming flights, waiting for a call, a text, or something, while calling her furiously. Her flight was due at 7:30, I didn't arrive till 9pm, and I gave up at 11pm.

When I was back in manhattan, I finally started receiving text messages that she somehow snuck and did. She was finally able to talk (barely) by midnight, and as difficult it was for her, she conveyed her apologies and how bad she felt for all this happening.

I felt like blaming myself. As if I was cursed or something. You couldn't imagine how embarrassing and fustrated I was. I felt like backtracking the last few posts and pretend I never mentioned this stuff before.

I KNEW I should have NEVER had said anything...the SAME thing happened EARLIER this year!

But ALL is not lost.

She IS coming soon. She's practically recovered from that medical scare, and it's only a matter of time before she can try again.

The scattered details of her personal situation, I cannot explain, but she's really in a serious situation and has been since returning from the Ohio Meet and Greet.

We're keeping in touch, we miss each other terribly...we can't wait to be in each others arms.

The metaphor I used recently for this situation was that of a kid waiting to see his father come home from jail, only to have his parole fall through.

The disappointment is heartbreaking.

But SHE IS coming.

soon.

I don't plan to post anything relating to her again till she's here. Not Before, when she's actually HERE!