Wasting time with Jet

"She walks in...

Hair the color of a fallen leaf in autumn, not too red, not exactly yellow, sorta like a Strawberry Blond. Her voluptuous body shimmers in the low light emanating from the dimly lit lamps in the living room. A gasp of air leaves me as I come across those wonderful slightly slanted eyes of hers...Oh, how I longed for this moment in time, I wish I could just freeze it like a portrait and hang it over my bedroom wall.

We're all alone in my house, I escort her to my room where a bed littered with rose petals awaits us. Neither of us says a word, we did enough talking on IM to last a lifetime. We slowly take off each others clothes. She traces the birthmark on my neck with her finger...I took a moment to admire the pair of tattoos she once said she regretted getting. I let her on my lap as I sat at the edge of the bed, she slowly wraps her legs around my waist. I gaze down at her awesome cleavage and then draw close to give her a soft peck on her neck, then brought my face close to hers. Our noses are centimeters apart and I lose myself in those those eyes of hers, her eyes, her beautiful eyes...

"I must be dreaming" I whisper.

"Yes, you are." She replies back

*SNAP* I wake up back in my room, alone....

DAMN!

It's 8pm and I've been looking in craigslist for hours!!!!

Nothing out there...There was a post this past Thursday and Friday from the same woman I tried to meet on that diasterous adventure the last time I was alone back in January but nothing today. I sent her a Text Message and she replied back it was her "Time of the Month"...Ewwwww, gross. STRIKE ONE, then there was another I was doing reseach on (I've got this down to a freakin SCIENCE, looking up these "Professionals"..I know the lingo, the code words, abrivations, etc, etc...), but she was out of the city...STRIKE TWO...then I had damn near had a heart attack...there a post out there from someone named "LOVELY". Could this be?...MY LOVELY from oh, so long ago?!?!? I read the post and looked at the picture below...I really couldn't tell right away, they looked the same, but the face...it couldn't have been the same girl...it was a tough call...STRIKE THREE.

I thought about checking out AFF (AdultFriendFinder) but I've been reduced to a non-paying Standard Member which limits my options when it comes to browsing and contacting other members.

God, to be all alone in this house and no one to hook up with is such a freakin waste. I could made (or Ordered) a nice dinner, watches a few movies, see the sunset from my terreace and make out...just like what I used to do when I was 13. Damn I miss Opal...who would have thought relationships would be easy when you're younger, and get harder as you get older?

I decided it wasn't going to happen this weekend, so I made of list of things to do...

A) Make the last DVD's of Downloaded episodes of "Lost" and "House" to finish your collections of Season 2 homemade DVD's

B) Watch all the Blockbuster/Influential Movies of 2005 in order of best to decient...

1) Constantine
2) Crash
3) Sin City
4) Mr. and Mrs. Smith (P.S. Kudos to the duo for their new baby Girl!!!)
5) Fantastic Four
6) Episode 3:Revenge of the Sith
7) Batman Returns
8) War of The Worlds

C) Watch "HEAT" and "COLLATERAL" (Damn, i'm going to be watching a lot of DVD's)

D) Pig out and eat one pint of Haagen-Dazs Vanilla Ice-Cream

E) Walk around the house naked like I used to when I lived alone.

F) Show off my naked ass to some horny, freaky chicks with my webcam (Aside from AFF, I've now discovered other Webcam networks...Camfrog and Eyeball Chat...)

G) Dig out the fan cuz it's friggin Hot and Humid already!!!

H) Take COLD SHOWER after having that niiiiiice dream!!!!

Enjoy the rest of the holiday people, I got some work to do!!!